I was out on Saturday, and we started at Tor's place before heading out to a club. Usually Tor ignores me when he's drunk, but this time I don't think he was as drunk as he usually is.

We ended up sitting around talking all night. He did most of the talking, and it was definitely enlightening. He kept talking about how he just saw himself as this lumpy, hairy guy and couldn't understand how anyone could ever like him. He couldn't see why his girlfriend could ever have fallen for him.

He's far from lumpy and hairy. Truth be told, I liked him for over 2 years. I liked him a looot.
It's so trange to hear someone you saw as completely unatainable say that about themselves. I would never have thought he'd ever think that about himself, simply because of what he was in my eyes. In my eyes he was perfect, and someone all too good for me to ever be with.
I still can't wrap my head around that he thinks that about himself.